8.Repentance

Blondine was dazed! Her actions now appeared to her in all their horror. She had shown a monstrous ingratitude towards the friends, who had been so tenderly devoted to her—who had dedicated seven years her education. Would these kind friends ever forgive her? What would her fate be, if they should close their doors against her? And then, what did those awful words of the wicked Parrot mean, “You have caused the destruction of your friends”?

Blondine turned round and started to retrace her steps to the castle of Bonne-Biche. The briers and thorns tore her arms and face terribly. She continued however to force her way bravely through the thickets and after three hours of most painful walking she came before the castle of Bonne-Biche and Beau-Minon.

 Horror seized her, when in place of the magnificent building she saw only an appalling ruin—in place of the magnificent trees and rare flowers which surrounded it, only briers and thorns, nettles and thistles, could be seen. Terrified and desperate, she tried to force her way into the midst of the ruins, to seek some knowledge of her kind friends. A large Toad emerged from a pile of stones, hopped in front of her, and said, “What are you seeking? Have you not caused the death of your friends by the worst ingratitude? Be gone! Do not insult their memory by your unwelcome presence!”

“Alas, alas!” cried Blondine, “my poor friends, Bonne-Biche and Beau-Minon, why can’t I make up by my death for the sufferings I have caused them?” And she fell, sobbing pitifully, on the stones and nettles; her grief and her remorse were so great that she did not feel their sharp points in her tender flesh. She wept a long time. At last she arose and looked about her, hoping to find some shelter where she might take refuge. Ruin only stared her in the face!

“Well,” said she, “let the wild beasts tear me to pieces, let me die of hunger and thirst, if I can make amends for my sins here upon the tomb of Bonne-Biche and Beau-Minon!”

As she uttered these words, she heard a soft voice saying, “True repentance can atone for the worst of crimes.”

She raised her head and saw only an immense black Crow flying above her.

“Alas, alas!” said Blondine, “my repentance however true, however bitter it may be, can never give me back the lives of my dear Bonne-Biche and Beau-Minon!”

“Courage, courage, Blondine! Do not allow yourself to be utterly cast down by grief.”

The poor princess arose and left the scene of desolation. She followed a little path, where the large trees seemed to have rooted out the brambles and the earth was covered with moss. She was utterly exhausted with grief and fatigue and fell at the foot of a large tree, sobbing pitifully.

“Courage, Blondine!” said another voice; “courage and hope!”

She saw near her only a Frog, which was looking at her compassionately.

“Oh, Frog!” said the princess, “You seem to pity my distress! What will become of me now that I am alone in the world?”

“Courage and hope!” was the reply.

Blondine sighed deeply and looked around, hoping to discover some herb or fruit to satisfy her hunger and thirst. She saw nothing and her tears flowed freely. The sound of bells now somewhat alleviated her despairing thoughts. She saw a beautiful cow approaching her, gently and slowly. On arriving near her, the cow paused, bowed down, and showed her a silver bowl attached to her neck by a chain of beaten gold.

Blondine was very grateful for this unexpected help. She took off the bowl, milked the cow and drank the sweet milk with delight. The pretty, gentle cow signed to her to replace the bowl. Blondine obeyed, kissed her on the neck and said, sadly, “Thanks, Blanchette, it is without doubt to my poor friends that I owe this sweet kindness. Perhaps in another and better world they can see the repentance of their poor Blondine and wish to assist her in her terrible situation.”

“A true repentance will obtain pardon for all faults,” said a kind voice.

“Ah!” exclaimed Blondine, “years of sorrow and weeping for my crimes would not suffice! I can never pardon myself!”

In the meantime, night approached. Blondine began to think about some means of hiding herself from the ferocious wild beasts, whose terrible roars she already believed she heard in the distance. She saw some steps before her a kind of hut, formed by several trees growing near together and interlacing their branches. Bowing her head, she entered, and found that by carefully connecting some branches she could form a safe place to hide. She used the rest of the day in arranging this little room and gathered some moss, with which she made herself a bed and pillow. She concealed the entrance to this little hideaway by some broken branches and leaves and went to rest, utterly worn out with regret and fatigue.

When Blondine awoke it was broad daylight. At first she could scarcely collect her thoughts and understand her position but the sad realities of her lot were soon apparent to her and she started weeping as before.

Blondine was hungry, and she could not imagine how she was to find food but soon she heard again the sound of the cow-bells. In a few moments, Blanchette stood near her. Blondine again loosened the silver bowl, drew the milk and drank till she was full, then replaced the bowl and kissed Blanchette, hoping to see her again during the day. Every day—in the morning, at midday and in the evening—Blanchette came to offer Blondine her milk.

Blondine passed the time in tears for her poor friends, and bitter self-reproach for her crimes.

“By my unpardonable disobedience,” she said to herself, “I have caused the most terrible misfortunes, which it is not in my power to mend. I have not only lost my good and true friends but I am deprived of the only means of finding my father, my poor father, who perhaps still expects his Blondine, his most unhappy Blondine, condemned to live and die alone in this frightful forest where an evil genie reigns supreme.”

Blondine sought to spend her time in every possible way. Her little home was neatly arranged, and fresh moss and leaves made into a simple couch. She had tied some branches together and formed a seat and she made herself some needles and pins of the thorns and twisted some thread from the hemp which grew near her little hut, and with these she had mended the holes in her shoes.

In this simple way Blondine lived for six months; her grief was always the same and it is just to say that it was not her sad and solitary life which made her unhappy but sincere regret for her fault. She would willingly have accepted to pass her life in the forest if she could have brought back to life Bonne-Biche and Beau-Minon.